Juri Kyu's Journal

22 December 2009 @ 12:49 pm

Christmas related:
I have finished my christmas shopping, I finished the other day at walmart with mom at like 3am. LOL The only person left is Matt, and I know what I wants to get I just have to get to the mall in the daytime.
Other than that everyone is bought for.

Urg...I am not even in the mood for christmas. I srsly cannot get into the spirit this year, the main thing I want more than anything is my room downstairs to be finished...not happening anytime soon.

K-pop related:
I got two VERY AWSOME posters of Junsu from Tanya for christmas...omg they make me so damn happy I could cry. I wants a room to hang them in. Also poor Daesung keeps starring at me and also wants a home. -_-;;

I also need to update my iPod AGAIN it seems just as I get used to the songs I have on it, tiff and jack play like all these more new awsome ones. I cannot keep up with anything.

Room related:
All of the drywall is up now, the room is semi cleared and I did 2 coats of the drywall putty stuff last night. I just have to do another few coats tonight, fix the spots on the celing then after it dries, sand it all.
I have to get a loan of a dihyumid-a-fier so that the floor can finish drying out. Anyone have one to lend? Plz?
After that my mom bought me paint today, so I hope to have it painted maybe boxing day? I doubt it will happen but holy hell I need a fucking room.
When the floor is dried up I can sweep it and then put the floor down and then it's moving time! XD of course I am being hopeful and this is of course pending if everything goes as planned.
I needs my own larger space with MY stuff in it plz, okaythx.

Yeps thats all I can think of.
Besides the fact I am all deppresso and glum for the past while.
Work is getting to me and I just feel like I should become a hermit or give up or something...I duno..rant?

Anyway bai bai.

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08 December 2009 @ 01:32 pm

updating from work.

Well I am here at work and I am bored out of my little skull. I get off work at 3pm and then I wants to run to walmart for like 5 seconds to get some facial stuff then home to study and do some online christmas shopping.
AHHH!! It's only 1:42pm!! >_< hopefully the last hour will go by quickly.

Tonight watching some iris and some dollhouse. I am excited for both. Byung hyung lee you steal my breath away! <3
Let's see what else I can update about...

Exams are upon us, and I am pretty damn lucky that I only have one exam and one take home exam. I do wish everyone luck on their exams.

Arg...brain failing me. I cannot think of anything else to update about. Boourns.

Yep. My life is so worth updating about. LOL.

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02 December 2009 @ 12:43 pm

Anyone think I was dead?

"I'm not dead, just floating..." LOL
Alot has been going on since I have last updated. My birthday passed on the 29th and now I am all old and 25ish. I am like a real adult...and I so do not act like one LOL
School has been raping me in the ass for the past month and I am so happy that classes are done...this means staying up and sleeping in! XD
Arg...I got 4 hours of sleep last night becasue I was up stupidly early working on my political science questions. Which I got done thank you very much.
I tried to do it at work but I sucked hardcore becasuse I was training a new kid, which is adorable *oldcorgarlikestowatchyoungboys* >_>;; and he knew nothing pretty much so yeps.
I couldn't really ignore him.
Tonight I work 5-11 and I plan on doing nothing but being a bum and playing video games.
*YAWN* Oh gods the tired zombies have me.

My b-day was pretty kick ass I must say. Ironically I didn't get a cake and honestly I could care less. LOL Being able to hang with everyone and have fun was all that I wanted and Thanks so much to everyone who came ♥ I love you all~~!
Also...awsome swag.
XD

I got my first kpop poster from Kat and it is of daesung looking all smexy and gah I enjoy waking up to that sight every morning. I already had a dream that he came out of the frame and I made out with him. Is that a sign? Sign that I am desperate for a korean guy.
LOL
I gots alot of nice jewlery and other such things and YAY...this shall keep me rather happy for a while.
Also Song and Jiyang bought me heels! I was all like holyfuckyoudidn'thaveto! They are so sexy!!!!

I am so damn bored here...I am the only one at college ironically. Yoochun is offline and I want her to come back on so rp can happen.
Blarh.

Have a gif, becuase I thought it very funny.

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10 November 2009 @ 01:43 pm

My biggest problem.

OMG.
Okay srsly I need to find a way to get myself focoused and stay that way.
I am not dumb. I know I am not a tottal moron, my problem is I lack focous. I get distracted so easliy and I don't know how to corret it. Damn years of cartoons that make children have short attention spans! Yeah tahts right Freakazoid I am looking at you!
-_-;;

I got to the school late today, and everyone else is in class. I felt lie utter squat this morning and had to get smore sleep. I am feeling better tho a headache is keeping me at bay.
Last night was anger city as well, I find it super hard to focus when my house is a super loud crazy place where kids are screaming and yelling and my rents and joe screaming back.
Hard to focous in an enviroment like that.

I think I might stay at the college after school to work on my essay since it is a much better place than my house.
Plus I have internets here and at home I do not, and I need to look up stuff too.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I want to do something fun...maybe if it's not too late I will catch a movie tonight or something. I want to hang with the Korean girls but they is busy.
Boourns.

Well I should stop updating random shite and surf the web looking up hot korean boys now.

Anyo.

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06 November 2009 @ 12:29 pm

Rain rain rain...

Okay so today is a freaking miserable day. Wow. I have work at 3-7 tonight and after that I think some serious either video games or computer time is needed.

I is going to take a shower and omg I cannot wait. I feel just icky and a hot shower should help me to feel better.

In the most recent news umm...I rock.

Thats is all, continue your worship of me.

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02 November 2009 @ 10:05 am

Strange way to start the day.

So I am here in the comp lab waiting for the thing from Dongook to STOP printing. I didn't realise that it was like...50pgs.
>_< I feel so bad other ppl are like trying to print off shit and my crap keeps printing off.

there was like...4-5 pages left so hopefully its done soon.

......*cries*....

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12 October 2009 @ 01:12 pm

When will it be over!?

Blah.
Commishions are comming along well, almost done them which is awsome and I shall be starting my costume this weekend comming. YAY.

not alot to update about seeing as well, twitter and facebook have overcome my life and such.

I wants to see Zombieland at some point and maybe perhaps the toystory movies as well.

School is alright, I am keeping up which I am rather happy about, and hopefully I shall be upto my 60 credits by the end of the year. ^___^ That would be awsome.

Losing weight is a no go since I am very lazy and I have no area to workout in. -_- and if I don't get my room downstairs soon I am going to kill someone or something. I swear it.

Anyway...yeah thats my life blah blah blah.

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04 October 2009 @ 03:43 pm

Trying to get back into the game.

Arg people....arg.
Getting back into the swing of things for school is not as easy as one believes it to be.
*yawn* I srsly need just a day of nothing.

On a lighter note, Anoween is 3 weeks away and I am getting excited! I am going to be Robin from Batman the Animated Series. LOL Sadly I don't think I can start the costume until 3 days before. EEEK! But hopefully I will have enough money from this pay to get something bought for it, like Tanya said.
Ahhh

My stomach hurts! BOOO!

I am going to snack on something and yep, prolly do some homework and reply to rps...cause I have been slack as of late.

ARG!

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23 September 2009 @ 09:44 am

I am going to Kill someone soon.

Okay srsly.
Anoween is getting to the fucking point where we cannot find a motherfucking hall!!
I am going to fucking KILL!
I am seeing red and I love anoween I really do but at this point I am so tempted to just say FUCK IT! I don't want to have it in NOV!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I swear we have called every hall and everyone is booked! FUCK FUCK FUCK!

Yes. Juri is a angry girl today.

Beware.

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17 September 2009 @ 09:36 pm

Oh how tired I have become.

Omg I am so tired. School has started and I am really not used to getting up so freakishly early.
I want to nap almost evryday. I do not get to but hey it will help me to fix my sleeping pattern.

Currently I fail at writing Essays and I need to look up some stuff online so I can pass the one I am working on.
I should do a workout but....I am still so tired...LOL

I am prolly going to bum around on Youtube and get a DBSK fix then hit the hay.

Anywhoo Noodles call to me and I starve!

Check you all laters.

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01 September 2009 @ 12:34 am

Julie & Julia & Me.

Tiffany and myself went and saw the said movie in my title and it was just what I needed. Since moving to my parents house I have been fooling myself into thinking everything was going to be rainbows and sunshie and when it rains it would rain jellybeans.

My first night here was a doozy I cried like a baby and then I thought I had pulled myself from the depths and was taking everything in stride. All lies. All lies I have been telling myself, and of course any time anything wasn't going my way I would get very upset and over re-act and I wasn't really sure why.
I have been living in my closet room for a few days now, Dendei hates it and I try and suck up to her with treats. It won't always be like this, there will be a time when she will have her cat tree back and can run around as much as she wants.
Is it wrong to treat my cat as a child?
LOL

I realised today while almost having a breakdown in the middle of walmart, and after the movie with tiffany that the things that have been happening to me are not lemons per say.
If I want something done I have to do it myself.
I love my mother and when she can help me out I do enjoy it alot, but moving back home does not mean I have to re-lapse into what I was once before whilst I lived in these walls.
The room downstairs is comming along. It is for the most part clear and I mopped the floor to help with the gross and dirty factor.
That room is going to be my catylist. (sp?) and I need to transform into my new self. One step at a time.
It's not going to be easy, of course it's not. If it was then everyone could do it.
God has sent me home, and whatever he is planning I know it's going to be good in the end.

If I want to become a stronger person I have to endure what life is putting me through. Every punch, kick and shot to the face.
I might cry again and hell I know I am going to curse my face off but when it's all said and done...I can look at what I have done and smile.
I transformed not only a room, but hopefully myself as well.

Heh thats me always the sunday dreamer.
well thats my random post and now I am off to surf.

Ja.

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16 August 2009 @ 02:52 pm

Life how we are and how we should be.

Yea I fucking hate my peroid.
It makes me do and think weird fucked up things.
I kinda had an off night last night and it sucked. But eventaully I calmed down and relaxed enough to fall asleep.

The guys are in inganish right now swimming it up. Tanya had a pretty good suggestion that I didn't think of to ask Kristie to do an 8 hour shift. I wish I thought of it.
But hell I have lemons so I will fucking make some gosh darn lemonaid!

It's still a beautiful day out there, and I don't have to work an 8 hour shift only a 6 hour one. I had a good sleep last night, and well...I've descided to just take the advice of a crazy gay man from youtube.

I am not broken. No where near it.
I just lost my way a little bit, and once in a while it happens to all of us.
When that happens there is a breaking point and well we see just how far we have gone off the path, lucky for some of us we have such geat amazing people we call friends who help us back onto the path. sometimes they are the only ones who can things like they really are.
Life.
Life is changing and within the crazy confines of it all the tides are swishing around madly. I am in a little boat with a destination in sight hoping with all my might that I might find my way there and get there with no real tragidies.
My sails are high and the wind warm and salty on this ocean in my mind.

No one is going to do it for me. No one is going to stop and say "no Juri you cannot eat that, no juri you should drink water, nono go for a walk." This is part of the self struggle.
Not letting the demons in my head tell me to do the things I know that I shouldn't but end up doing anyway.

Did I really need to eat that chocolate bar yesterday? No. Truthfully I perfer popcorn, but it is in rare supply as of late.
And this is me. I need to crack down and find my power, find the power to stop feeling so damn lonely and say fuck it.

I will get my asian boy someday but right now I need to work on me. I remember tanya saying something before about that God will only show you the one your supposed to be with when you both are ready. i think thats true.

I am not ready yet, my life is not a mess just a little untidy.
Being postive is well hard at the best of times but hell things will turn around, and if they deem fit to send me some more lemons then bring it on bitch! momma is thirsty for some good ol lemonaid!

I don't know exactly why this turned into a weird kinda rant but I am sorry for the people who read my journal. You don't have to read this crap that slowly fills up my screen letter by letter.

I have some goals for myself, small at first but hopefully they will open up and I can make bigger ones.

Goal 1: Make better food choices. Simple right? Not so much. I work at a store with many yummy and bad for you things inside. Even cutting it back and refusing myself that candy bar is a good step.

Goal 2: Try to become better origanized. Clear out the clutter of my mind and the things I know that I don't really need but hold dear to me because I am afraid.

Right now I want to take baby steps. And I think thats best for all of us.

I should get myself cleaned up for work soon, so I will end this crazy entry now.

Thankyou for listening.

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12 August 2009 @ 01:16 am

Wow I live!

Okay so I have not updated in a superly loooooong time.
Sue me.
The wireless was not working and now it does.
Go figure.

Anyway not a lot has been going on, everyone pretty much knows were all moving again, I am going to live at mt rents house again....sad sad day indeed.
And going to school at uccb. it's not going to be easy by any means, but this is something I want and I want to go through with.
It's that or die while working at petro-can for the rest of my lonely life.

I packed a little bit of stuff today, and by that I do mean only a little. I took all my dvd's games etc from the bookcase in the living room and put them into boxes. I actually have alot. I was rather suprised.
I have to search all over the house for things that I want to take with me at some point, which shall be interesting, and I have rather excited to see what I shall find.

It was a pretty boring kinda day, but somedays you just need a relaxing time.

I am happy to have the internets back once again and so I shall do some much needed surfing.

Doctors tomorrow, then hanging out with Kim and Jeff and then shopping with Jackie.

Busy day.

I am off to surf.

Ja.

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22 July 2009 @ 11:38 am

Life as of late.

Guess I should update or something seeing as I have not been a very good netizen lately.
I enjoy that I have not been addicted to the net but it's super nice having it again.

Nothing really new going on, Kelly and Sean were home and it was awsome to see them! Sean finally did a tarrot reading fer me and dude...he should make ppl pay for his services. >_> Yea he's that good.
Also alot of hangings out happened which made everyone rather happy.

The other day Tiffany and I went to the beach with Kristen, Kim, Jackie, and Kelly. it was actaully alot of fun, it was toasty and awsome. we made an epic sandcastle and it was rather spiffy if I do say so myself.
Then we went back to the cabin and just chilled until we drove home then all got showers and headed to jackie's where we watched old videos of us.
Ahhhh the good ol days.
We were so random and crazy and care freee.
I kinda miss it, I mean I am happy with where I am right now, but it's true what they say..."you can never go back."
So I wanna go forward then, forward towards my goals and dreams and I never wanna stop!
I am tired of being a jerkface to my future self, been there done that and regret hangs over me like a cheap table cloth on an pricy solid oak table.

Yea I have kinda been up for a little while and I am not really rantish but yea...crazy mode I assume.
The battle to make better food choices is hard yes indeed, but I have fouund myself doing better, and things that I thought were so yummy before( IE fast food) when I ate it again it wasn't as good.
Go figure.
LOL

My back is killing me as of late and I duno what to do to make it better.
I duno what I am doing to make is so fucked up.
Ah well.

Guess I should find something to eats and then surf the web a bit more.
Anywhoo check you all laters!

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22 July 2009 @ 11:09 am

Must watch!

Okay everyone needs to watch this is your a Harry Potter fan, very well done. XD

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17 July 2009 @ 08:53 pm

I am back bitches!

Oh yes, once again Juri is stalking the cornors of the internets!
MUAHAHAHA!
New router is shiny. *_*
So yeps, I shall be back on msn alot more now, and I missed you all.
*HUGS*

Okay whats been going on in my life since last we talked?
Hmmm
Well the biggest thing is today Tiff and Tan tottaly caught me off guard today when they came to get me at work. So it turns out that we are moving. Well I kinda half ta. LOL
I cannot possibly afford to live on my own so I think moving back in with my parents is the best option. Hell I might even be able to take some courses.
That would kick ass.
I needs to teach in Korea, well I dun care about teaching but I NEEDS TO GOTO KOREA!
LOL
Srsly.

So yea. Moving times ahead again.
^_^;;
I was kinda like "umm...kay...lemme call my mom..." But she was cool with it, and she said that I can even have the basement room since my old room is now Jordans.
basement room is bigger anyway.
I am kinda sad about it....but I am sure it's all for the best.

I just showered and I feel all squeeky clean ^_______^ I got new face scrub and such and I really neeed to becomme better looking. I know I am not ugly or anything, but nothing wrong with improving the look and quality of ones skin.
Plus if I can get rid of my hideious dark circles then I shall be VERY happy.

I work the nest few days on mornings if anyone is trying to stop by and visit me, which is 7am-3pm. I am not used to it and I got 3 hours of sleep last night but I plan to get more tonight.
^_^;;

Ahhhh LJ I missed you so much and your awsomeness.
Now a gif for all you ppl cause I missed you all so much!

XD Daesung is rape.

Current Mood: accomplished

Current Music: SNSD - Boyfriend

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14 July 2009 @ 11:34 am

I am not dead.

Okay it's been freaking ages since I updated because of the fact that the storm we had a little while ago fried our modem/router/kat's comp.
-.-;;
I miss the interwebs so very much, but I am at my mom's doing laundry right now so all is good.

Laundry sucks ass btw.

Yeps, duno what I am going to do here since well it's boring shite and there are screaming children everywhere. >_< Though when I came in today Carter said he liked me and gave me a hug.
LOL

I think I shall go for a walk since well I have nothing better to do and I feel like doing so. I have not walked aorund the peir for a very long time, so it might be fun.
Laundry takes loooooong.

Also possible hanging out with Jackie and Kelly XD This shall be awsome.

The picnic was epic and I must goto facebook so I can actually see some pictures!
Everyone looked sooooo good!!!!!
I am so happy that people are trying hard on their costumes! It makes me so very proud.

But yeps.

Nothing new in life, other than I cleaned my room and it's spiffy now.
Yepppp.

I need interwebs soon at home? Kthxbai.

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27 June 2009 @ 08:48 am

Posting time again.

There is a snuggly Dendei kitten on my lap making it very hard to update.
she is so snuggly when people get up in the mornings, it's like she's been deprived of human contact for like 6+ hours ooh noes. LOL

Next work schedual is up, and I have all 8 hour shifts. This is an awsome thing.
But also kinda bleeeh at the same time.
I work 3-11 on Canada day.
-.-;;

I am going to ask Kristie if she will take my shift for me or if she wants to swap or something, but chances are Juri shall not be joining people that day.
Story of my life.

I do have days off in a row now, which is pretty cool. But when I get my paycheque I shall be happier. XD

I needs me a bento box, rice mold and a psp.
LOL

I get a free pay basically I am not crazy ppl.

Right now I am just killing time before work, waiting for the rice to cook so then I can make some kimbap for work for lunch.
It's not going to be as compacaited as before cause I am tired and lazy.
Just tuna,mayo and maybe some spinach.
<_< I also dun feel like getting my hands dirty to make rice balls. LOL I shall go off, and see everyone laters. Anyo~!

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23 June 2009 @ 01:29 am

Blurb.

...
I am the goddess of thunder and lightning, and yet from 7-9ish this morning there was a huge thunder storm and it freaked me out and I could not go back to sleep.
Thank god for my iPod.

I did not sleep as well as I wanted to since I was woken up apruptly.
Work should be okay, I checked the weather and the thunder storms are over so yea.
I hope anyway.

Srsly if it starts the store is getting shut down and I am hiding in the back room with my iPod until it's over. >_>;;

I become Tyrant so easily sometimes.

Mrrr...bed early tonight perhaps.

안녕~!

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22 June 2009 @ 10:10 am

Kimbap for you!

So this is the result of my first attempt at making Kimbap.

It was pretty easy to make and it's quite yummy!
Sadly I am the only one in my house who likes it. *feels guilty somehow*
They all don't like the taste of the seaweed ^_^;;

I will for sure make more and try out different things XD

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